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The bad news is time flies. The good news is you're the pilot. -Michael Altshuler

You do not realize that your whole life is one big circle. You normally like to think of it as a straight endless road that would one fateful day branch out into two diverging roads; the one less traveled to paradise and the other to the wasteland. Some of you think the winding road leads to a dead end; the end. Others may like to think that life is like a ladder that you keep climbing to get to the top even if it did not guarantee you would like it there. Or a sort of drink that contains many layers of different flavors; one minute you are sipping on bitter, then you get to sweet and at times guzzling on a salty or spicy taste. But each and every one of us eventually roams the entire sphere of earth to finally realize this:

When you are studying English Literature in one of the best public universities in your country and you are in your final year, and a lecturer of one of the courses; that you never came across or knew before, decided that for this course you would need to open up a personal blog page.

This blog page have been my place of rant around the growing pains of my pre-adult years of 2011. I tried my best to revive it before 2012 ended but it spurted blood and died. Why? If expressing and writing were all humans were made to live for, then why did I give it up so soon?

                                    THE REAWAKENING OF PASSIONS


I'd like to think you can see development and growth in between that short gap of the last post and this post. I would like to indirectly brag about my maturity level, about modestly focusing on the person I have evolved into; no longer someone so naive and full of unnecessary emotions. But this might and might not be the last personal post in this blog. She wanted our blog to be academic and/or literary. We can walk this journey together but at some point, one of us have to separate and then, we never know where we will end up.

But still I have always loved writing and expressing opinions and analyzing texts. There are 30 over other blogspot pages besides mine, and one or another may always be better or worse. I can honestly say that I am not here to impress anyone or prove a point, but for the sake of my own individuality and taste. I would say that anything I write from here will come from the heart but that it will not be for anyone but myself; however you say you needed sincerity and commitment, and I hope you find them in here.

You do not really know me yet and I do not really know you.

Learn something of and from me because I want to learn something of and from you too.

If we always wait for the next time to be better, we will never make it good this time. Life is a circle and you will never realize it until you have to dust off the cobwebs of your old blog page and start redecorating its corners with your life's thingamabobs.

Perhaps now is the time to return to the point of the circle where you first started. Maybe then you will find the answers you were looking for to questions you did not ask. Let's learn from one another.
Good luck.

                                                             
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EnD oF 2012 aLrEaDy?!

I am actually rushing for time because I have not read at all for my test that begins at 11am so God help me. But I am sooo glad to be coming back to my blog on this wonderful morning where everything just feels so right! :)
And I just discovered my blog has like 4 followers; of which I am not sure active or not.
Anyways, I want to write about something personal and close to my heart but I think I will do that in my next post.
Just know that whatever you are going through at the moment, keep your chin up and push forward.

God is watching and God blesses <3

Love you! To whoever reads this ;)

On MaY 17

Here goes. For you guys out there anywhere who are clueless about this date [obviously];
well it is coming soon and that's not it. [Why am I always running all over the place or beating around the bush?]


I have been called for National Service.
I postponed it for my studies and now that I have finished and am rotting every day away in front of this Wonder screen, they have sniffed out my laziness stink and tracked me down to pull me back in.
Actually, my mum re-applied it for me.


Not that it is a bad thing at all! Not everyone gets this chance. Only certain people get selected so I am proud to be given this chance. There is also fear and anticipation mixed in with dread yet excitement [somebody should give this mix of feelings a term!] in attending this three-month camp because... well, I'm not going to come here and just tarnish their name on my blog. God knows what they would do to me once I am there.


So, if you have been reading between the lines... I am not going to be blogging for three months. Not that it would hurt any one of you because I'm not so sure who's been following and reading either [You guys been pretty quiet]. Well, just a piece of information for you, then. Do not be sad; I will be back.


I have a feeling I would have more to write about once I come back. SO it is a good thing :) I will also have more friends and valuable experiences... yadayadayada...


Take care. All of you. I love you so much. Thank you for going through this life with me.
Even if it's only through a superficial, virtual blog. It still means a lot to me.
And also thank you for sharing your life with me. :)

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I hope wherever it is I am going,
it would be a mythical place full of
fun and adventure.
[I seriously doubt this]


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Lavania, this is a note to remind thyself:
Colour and curl your hair after you get back. A job would be great too. Time for some extra cash. I will miss Secret Recipe, my family, my boyfriend, my cat, Internet access and Attai's tea.

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In merely three years, she was nominated 17 times and won 8 awards out of them.


She is Onika Tanya Maraj.
I'ma make this colourful for ma girl.




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